Home!?

I'm being SO bi-polar about coming home tomorrow. On the bus from Killarney to Limerick I went back and forth at least 20 times thinking, "I can't go home yet, it's too amazing here!" and "Everyone and everything I love is at home and I miss them and want them back with me!" It's quite confusing.

Leaving Killarney was sad too, because Shelby and I had to say bye to Grandma Norma. Grandma Norma doesn't actually exist, because the lady that runs the B&B's name is Nora. But we decided she was our Grandma, and Shelby decided her name was Norma.

In Limerick, we got to hang out with Ruth and Lisa, two University of Limerick students that we met here and wanted to say goodbye to. And now we're in a hotel right across from the airport.

Tomorrow we have our flight and won't be home till 10pm (3am to our minds and bodies) with an hour drive home. It's going to be a long day.

Do I want to leave?! I don't know!!!!

P.S. I had dreams last night about people setting up more tours around Ireland for Shelby and I, and they wouldn't get it through their heads that we were leaving, no matter how many times I told them. I feel this dream was a symbol of my bi-polarness regarding leaving.

P.P.S. Still don't know what's up with my package. I'm still really worried.